these days, i’m focused on surviving the rat-race and go through the motions of life. I was so focused on living day-to-day. praying. look for money. food. pray. give thanks. pray some more. money again. food again. pray more and more. give profuse thanks. and on and on. i was so caught up in this world, that when i looked-up the days, months, years had gone by. 
my kids have grown. the Beijing Olympics had ended.my sister left for Norway. my niece gave birth. the town fiesta came-and-gone. the American idol-season-7 ended. the amazing race has a new season. the high school musical-is-now-in-their-final-year. tyrone has grown. the oil prices goes up and then down. the prices of commodities goes up. the Peso-Dollar exchange is on the upswing. my first son had his capping ceremonies. i’m missing my second son so much who is studying away from home. and lately, i’ve done some long walks. importantly, i haven’t been laughing for a while and haven’t said i-love-you for a long time. 
GOD really love me. i know that my love ones are still there for me.
